As your ex-friend,I wish to tell you that I never hated you. I just can't accept the truth about what happen between us.I always hope that youn will forgive me and then become my friend once again.Our normal happy life like last time.I always wish hard and pray hard that you will forget the past and become my friens again.I never want to tell this but I think is time.Before the worse become the worst, i wrote a poem about my feelings.





Ying & Yang



Last time,

You're ying,

I'm ying.

You're yang,

I'am yang.



But now,

You're ying,

I'am yang,

We both choose our own path,

We decided to walk this path,

Alone,

With hate and regret,

Or

Friend,

With love and happinese.



If you want to walk down this path,

With the friend you choosen,

Go ahead,

I won't stop you now,

But,

If you need me,

I will be at the side of the path,

Waiting for you.



What I want now,

Is not your forgiveness,

But,

I just want you to stop,

Hating me,

I know it will take a long time,

Before you will forgive me,

But,

I will be waiting for you,

Wherever you are,

Even you are at the other half of the world,

I will be waiting for you......



Fate



In the past,

We shared the same interest,

In the present,

We decided to walk on our own,

In the future,

We cannot know what will happen,

We cannot decided what will happen,

We may die and gone forever,

When the end of the world.

Or

One of us die,

Due to accident or illness,

We just cannot predict what wil happen,

It just all about fate.



If God plan it this way,

How are we now,

I will let God decided what will happen,

The future of our bond,

It may be gone forever,

But,

I know,

God isn't that unfair,

But,

If it really happen,

I will only say,

Is all fate.



About Me



I maybe stong outside,

But,

I am not strong inside,

I am just a normal girl,

Like everyone we know.



I try to act mature,

I try to become adult like,

I do not want to ruin our friendship woth my hand,

But,

Is too late now,

I did it.

I just want you to stop hating me,

I do not mind if you treat me like a stranger,

I do not mind if you aviod me,

I just want,

You,

To stop hating me.....

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